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attitude toward others. However, now is the time to move as he is finally willing to allow another man to come. I must move so that my apartment can be used by the new worker. We desparately need someone as "P" is killing the church. Thus it is God's time for me to move. Now I have never had complete assurance about Grand Turk and so I had not committed myself to that work. I was looking in that area as the olny logical place to go at this point. However it would be foolish to go to Grand Turk for a short time when I feel so strongly toward Pat. My strength is being zapped because I can't eat and sleep in a normal way since I now know that Pat cares. Could I be a good missionary at half-strength? But praise God He has given me the freedom to move in Pat's direction. I was convicted in my heart by the word 'submission.' How can I be a submissive wife if I am not submissive now?

> "March 23 Pat called and I let him know my decision (To come to CT for a visit-maybe even marriage is there was mutual agreement). I think that I shocked him. (And rightly so as I am shoocked myself by my change of heart.) Pat was glad and yet I think he feld guilty about taking me off the field. I invited him to Provo. The more I think about it, the more I like that idea! My heart is full of joy and gladness."<